“Meant For You”

I’m sorry.


I sat alone, at a table meant for two.
Wondering where you were.
If you found someone new.
I laid in bed, and slept alone.
Pretending your voice
Was the dial tone.
Morning came, and the sun rose.
But I stayed in bed.
Not wanting to go.
Hunger struck, and so I went out again.
Picked a place close by
A place meant for friends.
I sat alone, at a table meant for two.
Clutching, in my hands
A ring, meant for you.

“Do you think about me?”

I don’t have much free time nowadays.
But when I do, when I find myself staring at the night sky
I wonder if you still think about me, as much as I think about you.


Love is in the air
Despite the cold winter tones.
Memories and feelings people share
Without reading underlying tones.
But you and I had something different
Something else, something real.
Is this right?
Is this how love is meant to feel?
I was happy, and you were satisfied.
Or so I thought.
Oh how I lied.
Because you left, picked someone else
And left me alone, just me, all by myself.
Silently screaming, crying, begging for help.
Years passed, and days became hours
And I came to love winter rains, and summer showers.
But now things are different, and so are you.
People change, that’s nothing new.
I’m happy now, so why aren’t you?
And when I spoke, you ran on cue.
Now I’m alone, that’s it, we’re through.
And still I wonder
Do you think about me?
As much as I think about you?

“Wait for me.”

I think that’s what makes us special.
Knowing that, no matter what happens, no matter how far apart we are,

I can always run back to you. And you can do the same.


An hour away.
And yet another delay.
I run past the crowds, hoping I’m not late.
Hoping she’ll still wait.
Thinking back, to a time more simple and young.
Back to a time, when life seemed more fun.
Snow cones in mid November
Laughs, and talks of making the world better.
Whispers, and passing of notes in class.
A single year, moving so fast.
And yet, in you, I can confide
My deepest fears, the things I try to hide.
But instead of push, you held me close, and held me tight.
Reassuring me, telling me I’ll be alright.
And so I’ll walk, I’ll run, I’ll sprint if I have to.
All of my efforts are worth it for you.
And so I ran, and I ran, until I finally see
You sitting on the front porch, just as you said.
Waiting for me.

“Tomorrow”

Don’t ever do something like that again, you hear me?!
Don’t you ever fucking worry me like that ever again…


It didn’t snow today.
Like the winter before, and the one before.
It didn’t snow today.
But I hoped it would anyways.
I’m alone today.
Like the day before, and the one before.
I’m alone today.
Where are you anyways?
I slept alone last night.
Like the night before, and the one before.
I slept alone last night.
Hoping you’d make it home.
Hoping you’d be here anyways.